“Prove me wrong” by Jonin Marie Gargoles

 

I can’t see where I belong

I can’t feel my broken heart

I can’t see stars shining

I can’t breathe deeply

Time is moving so fast

There were plenty of cars, racing

I don’t know where to go

I can feel my cold hands trembling

I saw plenty of strangers gazing

I stare up the stars and wonder

I saw my life drift apart

I feel like I’m the biggest loser of the year

I heard strangers gossiping about my life

I saw my life very useless

I thought all through my life

I could get a dream easily but I’m wrong

I’m just sitting in a café

Trying to find myself to way out

I tried my best to send all my letters

But I’m always late or a failure

I always see myself so badly

I don’t know why

I’m so pressured about life

I’m so hopeless about my situation

I don’t know what journey I should start

My life have been so sad

All this time I found I was lost

I can’t hear my thoughts very well

I feel like going to the different party

I hear myself dancing all throughout the day

I can’t say I’m brave enough

I’ve been into different world but I don’t know where I would thrive

I close my eyes and I feel my love is like a surprise

All this time I heard myself screaming all my thoughts

I didn’t know I was left behind

They say everything happens for a reason

I heard myself always saying sorry

I always see myself crying every time I get scolded

I’m really disappointed about my life right now

I’m just here in the corner

Gazing at people laughing at me

Missing the person I love who is far away

I’m drowning in melancholic music and I can feel it flow in my veins

My heart is as the cold as white snow

I’ll be over here someday

My eyes were tried and sleepy

I can’t even gazed to my pathetic face

When my thoughts collide with the heaven above?

I am the darkness and storm of my story

I’m so voiceless and helpless

Life is ridiculous to be kind

I am the daylight

And I was torn into pieces

I don’t have money

I don’t deserve anything in life

I don’t see myself worth living

My universe suddenly split into two

My horizon, broken

All the stars were bleeding

All the clouds were crying

Back to the time when I was happy to my life

Back to the time when I was shining

Back to the time I was laughing

Back to the time I was playing

All of my scars are healing

All of my bruises are recovering

All of my worries are departing

All of my tears are vanishing